Coming To Terms With The Plan

Sara and Jynxie have been a blessing to me this past week. I doubt they realize why I am so withdrawn right now. I barely understand it myself. It is not like I haven’t pulled cons before; I guess it is that this time other people are running the risks on the basis of my ability to pull this off and I am not likely to be sharing the risk while they are doing it.

Anyway, with them it does not seem to matter that I am not being a very good host. Their presence has been a comfort to me. Sara seems to try and find opportunities to distract me and get me to relax. I cannot let that happen too often right now; I have a lot of work to do if we are to succeed in this thing. Jynxie has been a more quiet and balancing force. She seems more focused on making sure I do not become so internally focused that I end up neglecting the necessities. This quiet and calm professional is not as aspect of her personality that she typically shows to the public. I am glad that she has chosen to stay around; it allows me to focus more on the task at hand and not worry about the incidentals while she is here to take care of things.

I need to get back to work. If the fate of my friends is going to rely upon my con then I had better make sure it is the best performance I have ever done. I guess I will have to accept the fact that other people will be taking the risks…I still don’t have to like it.

I really do owe Sara a Jynxie after this.

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