End Of Times

Log Entry

Well it's done. I gave ADR walking papers. He didn't betray much emotion throughout the whole thing. I have been so worried about being alone, I was willing to do anything to keep him. But I can't any more, I tried to be everything he wanted, I pushed myself so out of the way…. that I was out of the way.

I can't keep being something to please him. ADR deserve better than that, he deserves some one who inspires him, makes him better, I am clearly not that person. Nothing has come from our being together.

Am I convincing myself this is best for him… is it best for me? Will I fail without him to hold my hand and keep me stable?

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